Em's Poems

Subject: Em's Poems Tue Jun 03, 2008 4:48 pm

Heres some of my past poems so i hope yall like em.
There nothing related to Twilight okie and the caps are the titles so ya know
I'll update them soon as i write more:

Hypnotized
~NEWPOEM~
Look into my eyes
Fall deep
Feel what I feel
Let those emotions mix

Anger
Happiness
Pain
excitement
Fear
Sorrow

Torn between every emotion
Don't know which path to choose

Anger runs black as coal through you body
Leading you into the thunderous blue fear; making you hide

Can you feel them mixing?

You show the black and blue mix into
your new emotion of sorrow

Eyes opening little by little
We watch
Hand extends toward the cause of your pain

Crimson Red

Smoothness of your arm shows the
scars you inflicted on yourself.

Dream back

The day you sat in the closet
INflicted it to yourself
Crimson red runs down your arm.
stains moms new carpet

Now come back

She smiles

we wonder why

Finding some excitement from the dream she was in.
The pain makes her happy

you will wake up

1

2

3

Eye open wide as she breathes for her life.
Everything is back to her and she leaves the room in shock
Emotions mixed together

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this one doesnt have a title but the original is hanging on my boyfriends wall in his room it was meant for him so im gunna share it with my best friends in the world ^ ^:

The meeting of our hands
fingers entwined together
the very first touch

The feeling of his first stare
his eyes found mine
The very first time i stared back

The first feeling of his soft lips
pressed against mine
The very first taste

The very first feeling of true love

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THINKING HE LOVED ME

Starring out the window
into the dark outside , coldness of January
Going through this awful pain from day to day.

Take a razor to my
wrist as I see these
flashbacks of things that happened.

These dreams I can

Feel them
Sense them
almost become them

The boy that always
ignored me and labeled me
as nothing in the world.

He is now the boy of my
dreams, stopping me from
doing all these awful things
to my pale skin.

He admits to being in
love with me and touches
me like I ave never been
before. His long fingers
leaving a stinging feeling
as they slide up my sides.

Staring up at the sky
wondering what is going on.

Up against a cold fence now.

That feeling of hate
and nothingness disappearing
as he peels off my clothing one by one.

Death
Hate
Darkness
isolation
no emotion

All these things
that describe me

What is happening to me?
Screaming in pain with
my long pale fingers
wrapped around the
barbed,cold wire fence

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ANGEL OF ME

My angel open yourself to me. Can't you see you can still be beautiful. Just open your eyes my Alex, my pure and untouched Alex.

Oh how I want to see you, oh how I want you to see me, don't be afraid. I am not afraid of you, your holyness will not burn my skin. My skin is soft and sweetened by you.

Oh how I want to smell your body, kiss your soft dead lips and breathe life into your unawakened soul. I am not bad for you wait.. yes I am

I wanna hold the hand inside you, I wanna take the breathe thats true I look to you to see the truth you with your life go in shadows.

You'll come apart and you will go blind some kind of night into your darkness

color your eyes with whats not there my sweet Alex

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WHATS INSIDE OF ME

I am the color grey swaying between black and white, the dark and the light, the wrong and the right.

I will not be taken for granted, though I often am and I will not make up my mind even though I know I can.

My mind cannot agree with my heart or with my soul. But I would not have it any other way cause then I would be normal.

Sometimes I hate myself for being the way I am. It is hard to live with yourself not knowing where you stand. You left me alone to be with yourself. Let the shadow of what you want, to be drift under a building of you.

Did you feel me when you were inside. you lay on my back, hand on my neck kissing everything but my lips, touching everything but my soul. loving me slow but leaving me fast, faster than you got off, such intense yet worthless feeling of love.

So much to count on, but nothing to count with. Beautiful love, you make my heart dirty and bruised, crippled and used. Run your fingers through my hair whispering how you adore me, and we will heroin together.

Numb and in love right here on the carpet of your house, memories of love and feeling, hate and fear, A fear that me fcuked up. a fear that we loved but did not live.

I need someone,but I think I need you the most, You knew you would use me and lose me, cause loss is all my heart feels with a golden ring souvenir somewhere other than my finger. Don't pity me my life is not bad without you.

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TRUE LOVE

Holding hands
kissing deeply
touching each other like
never before...

What does all this mean.

Fingers intertwined.
Lips parted welcoming you in
caresses like never before

The only one I do this
with, having you oh so
close to me. What do
all these things mean

Fingers run through your silk
brown hair
Feeling your sweet hot breathe
going past my parted lips
moving up and down those curves

is this just a dream
or is this true love I
feel close between us.
What do all these things mean!!!

your fingers tickle and loosen every
button down my shirt.
Sweet,wet, luscious kisses
all down my neck
I feel so much warmth
from you baby.

We're falling closer
together tangled within
each others bodies wanting
more and more

we know what all these
things mean now.

It's what him and I call...

True Love

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DEATHLY LOVERS

Don't make me run for you. Wen you make those stupid mistakes and stupid fucking choices.

Just walk away and never come back.

You're on your own now

It was you who wanted to do that. Take a shotgun to your heart and shoot yourself dead.

See if I really care that your gone

Pull the trigger, bam your fucking laying on that stone cold sidewalk in the middle of November.

I'm just standing there crying hysterically as the blood runs through the cracks onto the sidewalk and down onto the dull black, lazy street.

Look what you have done to yourself.

Leaving your precious daughter that is 3 years old with your hazel eyes, thinking your just taking one long sleep.

She sits there always wondering when you will awakw.

Even though I never really cared what you did to yourself.

Did you ever stop to think?

Maybe I could have fixed that broken space between us.

Just go please, just sleep well in peace leave us be.

One day that little girl will figure out the truth about you

Find out that you were never really sleeping, but that you took your own life away.

Subject: Re: Em's Poems Wed Jun 04, 2008 12:49 pm

Wow, Em. Those are really depressing, but I like them! .__. I wrote a poem once. Just once. I have no clue what happened to it. XD

Subject: Re: Em's Poems Wed Jun 04, 2008 7:28 pm

yea im unstablely emotional so thats what comes outta my emo brain : P dun worry i'll write happier ones someday

Subject: Re: Em's Poems Mon Jun 16, 2008 3:21 am

okie i be posting a new poem i wrote 2morrow

it is one i wrote for my boyfriend

Subject: Re: Em's Poems Sat Jun 21, 2008 10:50 pm

read my new poem itz the top one

Subject: Re: Em's Poems Thu Jul 10, 2008 11:19 pm

These are really great Em. I loved them, they have lots of feeling my poetry isn't as great. Good job. Wink

Subject: Re: Em's Poems Fri Jul 18, 2008 12:55 am

YAY someone likes my poems ^w^ thankz bellatrix

oh and im about to post a new one i did called Hypnotized

Subject: Re: Em's Poems Fri Jul 18, 2008 1:10 am

there new poem up and running

ENJOY!

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